Introduction
and Disclaimer
The perhaps never to be produced third part of After The Rain!
Well, I'm uploading this all as a one go thing, and just as a random
uploading, really. I hadn't intended on taking it further, until I
looked at my files and realised how many snippets I had for beyond the
end of part two. In some ways this part is just bringing those things
together as a kind of connective epilogue - just to round off the After
The Rain story and add some conclusion to it, tying it properly into
the future fictions such as Dark Heart, etc.
This story's prologue is set eight months or so after the death of
Mikamo Niwase. The rest of the story is set two years beyond that - and
should explain the missing pieces relating to Kagato, Washu's
imprisonment, Clay's involvement with Tokimi and, perhaps most
importantly - the arrival onto the scene of Ayeka and of Ryoko!!
Enjoy...
Synopsis
AFTER THE RAIN: Part Three
A Tenchi Muyo! Fanfiction
by
VRAIEESPRIT
Chapter One
Washu's Subspace
Laboratory.
Eight Months On.
So now it was almost completed.
Washu ran her fingers absently along
the tinted glass, pausing to
observe the tiny life form growing and developing inside. Although the
top of the unit bore a long serial number, a pasted white label
concealed the end, unfamiliar ancient characters scrawled across it as
in her search for comfort she resorted to her native tongue. No matter
how many more projects she indulged in after this moment, she knew that
this one would
always be different. No matter how much she tried to disassociate
herself from what she had done, she knew that it was her daughter that
grew and
developed mere inches from her touch.
"Are you all right?"
She glanced up, seeing her lab
partner watching her with concerned
eyes, a folder in her hand and her thick fair hair wound tightly back
from her face beneath a scarf. "Washu, you seemed to be in a world of
your own...is something wrong with the baby?"
"No...nothing is wrong, Kichi." Washu
spoke slowly. "She's entirely on
schedule with her development, in fact. Everything is going according
to plan."
"Then why are you so unhappy today?"
Kichi set down her folder,
perching on the edge of the bench beside her companion. "I go back to
my own studies for a few days and I swear you're sat in the exact same
position now as you were when I left. You can't drown everything in
your work, you know - talk to me."
"It's nothing really." Washu
shrugged, raising a faint smile as she
registered her friend's concern. "And I promise you I've eaten and
slept since you went back. I haven't forgotten how to look after
myself, you know."
"Well, that's a relief to know, but
I'm not sure I totally believe you
when you say it's nothing." Kichi was pensive. "You haven't been
yourself for a while, we both know that, and you've barely emerged from
here in weeks - people are starting to talk. I did think this project
was starting to bring you out of your grief over Niwase-sensei's death.
That working so hard on something so focused was helping you find
yourself again. Now you look about to start
crying - won't you tell me what's wrong, at the very least?"
"Sometimes you can't fight off all
the dark moments." Washu said
slowly. "Kichi, it occured to me today that I'm never going to have any
more children, am I?"
"You don't know that." Kichi looked
surprised. "For one thing, you've
successfully brought a female embryo more or less to term already. The
science of it isn't beyond you. And secondly...Washu, I know you're
still hurting. But time heals wounds...it really does. You will feel
differently. Mikamo-sensei might be gone, but that doesn't mean you
have to be
alone."
"It does." Washu raised resigned
green eyes to the younger woman,
shrugging her shoulders. "I'll never love anyone like I love him,
Kichi. Time doesn't heal as much as you think it does. It's the one
thing I've always had enough of...and it's never done me any good. I'm
better off alone, it seems - safer that way. Since I came back here,
I've had my lab raided, and I've been interrogated by Juraian agents
working for that black-hearted Prince, looking for the gems that he's
not smart enough to find. Sooner or later my luck must run out. He's
tried to have me killed, and once he realises that he can't do that,
he'll look to some other way of interfering in my life...I'm sure of
it."
"You don't know that he will. He might have given up."
"I doubt it." Washu said bitterly. "He's slain his best friend in
pursuit of the power in these gems, Kichi. In one way or another, it's
true. Najya Akara disappeared from Jurai at the same time, and from the
insinuations of his agents, she's also been on his target list -
whether she's been able to use her unusual arts to escape his
attentions, only he knows. It's become a dangerous game - a very
dangerous game."
She sighed, rubbing her temples.
"I keep working because I must - for two specific reasons, Kichi." She
added. One, because Mikamo deserves vengeance. And two...two, because I
honestly don't know what method might be able to end my life, even if I
did choose to take that path. Kagato's poison failed. His interrogation
methods failed. The more I think on it, the more I'm frightened by the
prospect of being immortal and living with this level of grief. If I
can at least work, then I have something in which to hide it all. But
when Ryoko is born and
you take her to Yubisu, I'll be quite alone, once more. And I'll have
to find a way to pull myself back to where I was before all of
this...somehow."
"Ryoko?" Kichi looked startled. "You
named her already?"
"Yes." Washu pinkened, nodding her
head sheepishly. "Oh, don't look at
me like that!" As Kichi raised an eyebrow. "She had to have a name, and
it's probably the only thing I'll ever get to do for her."
"But why Ryoko?" Kichi touched the
edge of the glass. "And why name her
before she's even properly born? She may not breathe, yet. Isn't it
tempting fate?"
"She will breathe." Washu said
quietly. "I have faith in my science,
even if I have faith in nothing else."
She smiled humourlessly.
"I thought Ryoko was an apt choice."
She added, her fingers brushing absently against the white label as she
outlined the two distinctive Kii characters that adorned its surface.
"It's a name that can have many meanings, which suits my purpose. But
the one I choose to give it - the one that seems the most fitting - is
demon-caller in the letters of my own language. And I can't think of
anyone more deserving of the name demon
than Prince Kagato. Can you?"
"Perhaps not." Kichi acknowledged.
"All right. If it makes you happier,
then Ryoko she will be. But Washu, I don't like seeing this you. You're
so strong most of the time - you've been so strong since Mikamo died
that I forget how recently it happened or how close you both were.
Maybe it's not such a good idea, me taking off with the baby and
leaving you to stew here. Maybe there's another way around it. After
all, having her might heal something in you - you wouldn't be alone, if
you raised her yourself."
"Kichi, this is a scientific
experiment. Not an attempt to pander to my
weak and silly emotional state." Washu shook her head impatiently.
"Besides, you know that Kagato is her father. That man ruined my
life...and stole Mikamo's sanity through his pursuit of those wretched
gems. Ryoko is a weapon, she's not a child. And she'll take revenge for
all of us, when she's grown and trained to use this magic. Things have
to go on how they are...you're mistaken if you think I have any
emotional attachment to this baby. Her existance - her fulfilment of
all my hard work - that is the only thing driving me forward. Without
Mikamo, I have no desire for a family. She's science. Nothing more."
"Washu." Kichi eyed her keenly. "You
may be a good liar, but I know you
too well. Regardless of her father's identity, you're her mother just
as sure as if you'd grown her inside of you."
"And Kagato is not a fool." Washu
said flatly. "You've seen the lengths he's already gone to - I worry
about your involvement in this all the time, too. You're the only
person in which I've confided everything - but even so, I fear I've put
you at risk. Kagato may or may not believe now that Mikamo took
them before he died - but we can't risk him making the connection to me
again. It's a dangerous game we're already playing, and if he comes
back for me, I want you and Ryoko well away from here."
"He might hurt you again, Washu. And
you'd have noone to mix up antidotes for you this time, if he tried a
second attempt." Kichi's brow creased in concern. "We both know not
everyone here is who they seem. Clay and maybe others are already in
his pay...I don't like to abandon you, when there are so few people you
can trust in as it is."
"Kagato can't hurt me more than he
already has." Washu said grimly. "I don't think now that he can
kill me, but even if he can't, Ryoko probably isn't immortal. She may
be very
powerful, one day...but her genetic foundations are based on his
principles more than they are my own, in order for her to inherit as
much of Kagato's gem-wielding ability as possible. And as a baby, she's
vulnerable and defenceless. I won't have her slain before she's had a
chance to grow and learn the things she needs to know. No, Kichi.
Things must go on the way we planned them to. What happens to me is
immaterial now, anyhow. So long as Ryoko lives and thrives, things will
be all right. If it costs me my existance, so be it. I've more than
lived my life, anyhow - my focus is with her and yours must be too."
"Perhaps so." Kichi nodded. She
hesitated, and Washu thought she saw a
look of compassion in her friend's eyes. "But I do understand in one
way, what you're feeling about having to part with her - even if you
won't admit it to me.. I can't have my own children, we both know
that. In a way I feel wrong, taking yours from you like this. But in
another sense, I promise I will always love and protect her, even as I
teach her what you want her to know. I won't let either of you down,
Washu. Ryoko will be in good hands, I swear."
"I know." Washu acknowledged. "You're
the only person I trust...I know
you won't fail me."
She got to her feet, smoothing down
her skirts idly as she did so.
"Perhaps, in the end, being alone is
the only way I'll ever get to grips with
things." She added. "You can push things out of your mind as often as
you like, but they will come back and I haven't let myself grieve for
Mikamo fully. It's not something I can do in front of others - and his
family barred me from his funeral, so I didn't get to say goodbye to
him then, either. A lot of things are still swirling around inside of
me, and they're making me feeble and irrational."
"You're not feeble or irrational. You
loved him." Kichi said softly.
"But I understand what you mean. You take all the time you need, Washu.
Tell Ryoko, if you can't tell me. She's too young to repeat your
secrets, after all."
Washu offered her friend a smile, and
Kichi returned it, reclaiming her
folder and withdrawing from the laboratory. Alone with her infant once
more, Washu rested both her hands on the glass, watching the tiny girl
inside. Every so often the child moved a leg or an arm, or turned her
head, and each time she did so, Washu felt a pang of regret settle in
her heart.
"Whatever I say, Kichi is right." She
said aloud, sighing heavily.
"Whoever your father is, you are still my blood daughter and because of
it, I'm tied to you. It's instinct...but can instinct be so strong as
that? That even though I've done everything I can to seperate myself
from you, you're still connected to me because we share DNA? Or maybe I
am just so lonely without Mikamo. Knowing that he and I won't ever have
a family together taunts at me. I couldn't have sacrificed my time at
the Academy for anyone else, Ryoko...but I could have given it all up
in a heartbeat if it had meant having him for all time, and being
happy. Yet here we are, you whose only purpose in life is to kill your
father, and me, who tries to repair the wounds in her heart by creating
a baby from her own DNA. We make a sad pair, don't we?"
She shrugged, her expression
softening as the baby batted an
involuntary fist against the glass.
"I wonder if you know I'm here." She
mused. "Not that it matters. I'm
not the one you'll grow up calling Mama, Ryoko-chan. You'll never know
me, and I suppose that in time I'll make myself forget you, too - like
I've made myself forget so many other painful memories. Just make sure
you don't fail me. Do as Kichi tells you and be strong and brave for my
sake. I don't know what the future holds for either of us...but if we
can make a difference and do what I set out to do, at least that will
be something."
She bit her lip.
"Either way, I won't have any other
child than you, I know that now."
She added. "I couldn't go through this again - not knowing I would lose
them and everyone around me leaves me sooner or later. Mikamo is gone
and so is my chance of a family. When you and Kichi have left for
Yubisu, all I'll have is my work and my inventions. And maybe that's
for the best. At least then I can't taint anyone else's
life with the curse of death I seem to bring. Who knows? Maybe there is
some truth to all the stories about the Kii. Maybe we are
demons...maybe we do destroy people's souls and hearts and leave
destruction in our wake. I've tried so hard to escape that past, Ryoko
- but what if that's my future as well?"