After the Rain:
Flashback - Clay meets Tokimi
I love writing Tokimi as chibi and as
her original insane self. And I really had it clear in my mind how she
and Clay met although I didn't think I'd ever get to use this scene. I
really wrote it just so I had something to refer to for my own
continuity in case I was mentioning their meeting. The Kii seem rather
like Ancient Egyptians somehow in this depiction...
So there was some truth to the legends, after all.
Clay walked slowly between the narrow stone walls of the crypt, aware
as he squeezed his substantial bulk through the gaps that he was
heading deeper and deeper into the heart of the planet. His heart in
his throat at what he might find, he soldiered on, determined that
whatever glory and prestige would accord his discovery, noone else
would be able to steal his credit.
He had read the stories, of course. Studied them as many had before, in
the hope of cracking the code that sealed in Kihaku's many secrets. As
he plunged further into unknown territory, he thanked his lucky stars
once again that he had come into the path of Prince Kagato and his
influential, probing team. To destroy Washu's reputation was one thing
- but this was something even greater than that. The rosetta stone to
all Kihaku's mysteries might lie beyond the next arch, and he quickened
his pace, eager to find it before the two knights and their prince
returned.
Kagato was a dangerous, ambitious man, after all, and Clay was sure he
wouldn't hesitate to kill if he thought he could gain from the secrets
discovered there.
"I don't know why we came here, or why Washu would choose this desolate
hellhole to have a laboratory, but you don't argue with a rich and
influential prince." He muttered, pushing his stout body around the
final corner, and stopping dead in the doorway of a spacious, arched
chamber. "And even if they come up empty handed, I don't intend to.
Kihaku has evaded scientists for generations. Nobody comes here,
because of the stories, but there's noone living here now. It was a
long time ago - buried, ancient past. Superstition isn't going to drive
me back. Things are looking better, Clay. Washu is no longer in your
way, and you're about to make the discovery of a lifetime!"
Reaching into the pocket of his voluminous gown, he located his torch
and he flicked it on, shining it around the chamber as he did so. It
was bigger than it seemed at first glance, he realised, and the walls
were carved high with symbols and pictures that he could not quite make
out. Wood torches sat in alcoves around the four corners, old but
barely used, and he grabbed a sharp piece of flint from the floor,
striking it against the tinder again and again until he drew flame.
Repeating the action with the others, he set his torch down in the
centre of the floor, approaching the carved walls cautiously.
"So many pictures." He murmured, running his fingers over the images as
he did so. "I wonder what this place is. Some kind of shrine? A temple,
perhaps. I wish I could read the symbols. Obviously if Jurai invaded
Kihaku, they didn't do a very thorough job. None of this is written in
Old Era Juraian. It must be native work...the original, savage culture."
He stood back, admiring the deftness of the artist's chisel as he had
rendered scene after scene in perfect proportion. Although he could not
read the words, Clay found he could understand something of the story,
and as he moved from left to right he began to piece the plot together,
his brows drawing together in concentration.
"The settlers...Juraians, in their crafts, coming to Kihaku." He
murmured, touching the first rendering absently. "And that must be the
Priest - or whatever he was - giving some kind of ritual blessing.
Here, he's dead, so obviously he didn't do a very good job. They're
burying him - or something."
His eyes narrowed.
"That looks almost like this chamber." He mused, pursing his lips. "I
wonder if that's what I've discovered. An ancient Priest's burial
chamber. Well, what a coup if I have? Noone has ever found the mortal
remains of a Kii priest, no matter how hard they've tried!"
His gaze flitted over the next picture, resting momentarily on the
visage of a young woman. Above her head were three symbols, carved
keenly and concisely into the rock, and as Clay squinted closer, he
realised that the middle one was an eagle's feather - the symbol that
had appeared on Juraian documentation regarding Kihaku for generations.
"I wonder what it means." He mused, reaching a thick finger to touch
it. "And what these others do, as well. Her name? That one is the same
as the man has, so it must mean Priest, or Priestess. Something like
that. And the other one? Her name, I suppose. I wonder if she's Tokimi.
That name appears in Jurai texts more than any other. Could I be that
fortunate - to have found the grave of Tokimi-sama?"
He stepped back from the wall, sliding his hand into his pocket as he
reached for his duplicator. Holding it up, he took stills of all of the
walls, rendering them perfectly in the camera's memory as he nodded in
smug satisfaction.
"Noone can doubt me, now." He mused. "But it's only the beginning. If
this is a burial place, there must be more to it than just this room.
There's nothing here but carvings. I wonder..."
His beady eyes flitted across the gravelled surface, searching for
something that seemed out of place and at last his tenacity was
rewarded, for carved deep into the centre of the futhest wall was a
round, flat disk, quite seperate from any of the other images around
it. As he placed his fingers over it, the disk seemed to glow slightly,
and when he touched it, he felt a prickle go through his skin.
Summoning his courage, he pressed down on the disk hard, and with a
thunderous rumble the wall began to drop down into a widening crevasse
at it's base. Clay sprang back in surprise, but his awe at the
craftmanship soon outweighed any fear and as the wall disappeared
completely from view, he found that a new pathway had been revealed,
leading off once more into the heart of the planet.
He retrieved his torch, then headed on, noticing as he did so that more
of the strange, disk-like lights adorned the walls of the passage. It
gave the surroundings an eerie glow, casting long shadows on the stone
floor, but Clay gritted his teeth, determined not to turn back. At the
furthest end of the passage, the route forked and beyond that it forked
again, cascading into many seperate chambers, each with smooth-finished
stone doors adorned with many more of the unfamiliar symbols. For a
moment Clay faltered, unsure which path to choose. Then the tunnel
furthest to the right caught his attention, as he recognised the same
three symbols he had seen on the carving in the outer chamber. A smile
touched his lips as he turned right, realising as he did so that the
hewn rock here was newer and rougher edged than any of the others.
Almost as if it had been done in a hurry, he reasoned. And what more of
a hurry than to entomb a rampaging priestess once she had finally been
brought to book?
"They must have wanted to get rid of her as soon and as deep as they
could." He muttered. "Who could blame them? Digging a hole this deep
into the planet was probably the best solution. This is Tokimi-sama's
crypt, all right. I've really done it - I've really found something
that could set my name in the history books for generations to come!"
He placed both hands on the door, and was surprised when it slid
effortlessly back at his touch. There was a chamber beyond, as he had
suspected, lit by curious, eerie blue flame along the walls and as he
stepped inside, the light seemed to grow even brighter. Against the
furthest wall was a rectangular tablet, set a few inches forward, but
even as Clay darted forward to examine it, he realised that the symbols
were yet again beyond him. He sighed, taking a picture anyway, and
turning to examine the rest of the room.
Unlike the outer one, this room had no pictures carved on the walls,
although someone had gone to a lot of trouble to write something on the
lower sections of stone. In the corner of the chamber stood a statue,
flanked by stone defences. It was of a young woman, still and flawless
in solid white marble, and for a moment Clay just stared at it,
captivated by it's imposing beauty.
"What price the immortality of a Priestess." he mused ruefully. "I
guess even when you're mad and murderous, you can still find someone to
carve your likeness in stone for posterity."
He bent to examine the base, noticing the eagle's feather and the two
other symbols that flanked it. He nodded in satisfaction.
"Well, legendary Priestess of Kihaku, it seems I've finally tracked you
down." he murmured. "You're no myth after all. You were real - just
like me. And you're going to make me celebrated and famous in my time,
just as you were in yours."
A chill breeze whipped across the chamber, making the lights flicker in
their carved holders and Clay frowned, turning his gaze back towards
the open doorway. As he did so, he felt something brush against his
shoulder and he froze, his heart in his throat as he struggled to
contain the sudden fear that gripped his soul.
"Rats. Birds. Bats. Mice. Something of that nature." he muttered.
"Nothing else."
There was a soft, tinkling peal of laughter at his words, echoing
eerily around the chamber as he sprang to his feet, turning his gaze on
the statue with wide-eyed terror. What he had mistaken for marble was
now unmistakeably taking on a more human form, and as he stared at her,
she winked at him, fluttering her long lashes as she stretched out a
ghostly hand in his direction.
With a yell, Clay made a dive for the open door, but it shuddered shut
before he could reach it, trapping him in the chamber with the statue
that so obviously was neither dead, nor a statue at all. He gulped,
edging back against the hard stone as his hands fumbled for a way out.
"Go away!" He exclaimed. "Leave me alone...I mean you no harm!"
For a moment, the apparition regarded him uncertainly, pursing her lips
as she ran her gaze over his substantial form. Then, at length, she
sighed.
"Are you the best that the World has to offer me?" She asked him
softly. Her tones were delicately accented with something he had not
heard before, but she spoke his language crisply and cleanly, and the
surprise of it made him falter in his struggle to escape, staring up at
her anew.
"How do you understand my words?" He gasped. "Who are you, and why are
you hiding here, in a Kii tomb?"
"I've been waiting. For you." The woman offered him a smile, and Clay
saw the glimmer of insanity that lurked in her beautiful blue eyes.
"And there are no barriers of language to those who speak through
minds."
He gulped, swallowing hard.
"I don't understand. You...you've made a mistake." he stammered, but
the woman shook her head, amusement touching her expression as she
reached out a gentle hand, pulling him to his feet.
"I don't think so." She said softly. "I have waited a long time,
stranger. I have slept...but you have woken me. Noone but you could
have found this place. The World has spoken - it is time."
"Woken...you?" Clay echoed, uncertainty in his black eyes. "But I
didn't mean to! I...I'm just a scientist, I meant no harm! I...I'm
interested in the Kii - fascinated by them, in fact! I just wanted to
find out more about your World, that's all! I didn't mean any offence!"
The woman sighed.
"Do you know my name, stranger?" She asked, her tones low and
deceptively sweet as she met his gaze gravely. Clay swallowed again,
clenching and unclenching his fists behind his back.
"Are you the one they call...Tokimi-sama?" He whispered. The woman
laughed, delight flickering in her blue eyes.
"You are wise." She reflected, bowing her head in acknowledgement of
her identity. "You recognise, then, the seal of the Priestess, and her
noble emblem of Kihaku?"
"I..."
"My planet is bleeding." Tokimi said softly, pain in her eyes. "It has
suffered for centuries at the hands of greedy, evil settlers. I was
sworn to protect it, and aid my people...but they brought so much pain
and the people died. Now I am all that is left - the only one who can
avenge their suffering. That is why the World brought you here. It knew
I would have need of you."
"Now wait a minute..." Clay held up his hands, but Tokimi shook her
head, amusement dancing in her eyes.
"It is too late to wait." She said chidingly. "You broke the seal on my
crypt. You've already accepted my commission - there is no turning
back."
"And if I refuse to help you? What then?" Clay demanded. Tokimi smiled.
"Then I will kill you." She said matter-of-factly. "You are not Kii.
Your blood spilt will not matter to the World...it will not care. And
then I will wait for another to come in through those doors and awaken
me. It must happen, stranger. I am sworn to defend Kihaku as long as
time exists."
"But you're dead." Clay whispered. "This is...you said it's your crypt!
You were interred here...weren't you?"
"I came here of my own accord." Tokimi shook her head, sending
cascading waves of ethereal brown hair across her shoulders. "I was
never dead. Priests and Priestesses do not age and wither - they are
struck down, or they sleep, waiting for their time to come again. When
the World was empty, I knew I had to wait. That one day the time for
vengeance would return, and if I was patient, everything would be as
the World predicted. Now is that time. You have awoken me. Tell me your
name, stranger. I cannot keep calling you that."
"Clay." Clay said falteringly. "Dr....Dr Clay."
"I see, Dr Clay." Tokimi looked thoughtful. "Are you of the planet they
call Jurai?"
"No...no."
"That is good." Tokimi said pensively. "Or I might have to kill you
anyway. The World thrives on Juraian blood. Juraians caused it so much
suffering...a little it can take in return is scant comfort, but it's
the best it's ever had."
"You're insane." Clay's eyes widened with alarm. "Completely mad, just
like the legends!"
"And very powerful, too." Tokimi agreed. "The settlers always called it
madness, our bond with our world. But they were heretics and they
didn't understand. This battle has gone beyond the flesh. I seek more
than that - I seek the core of that very planet. I want
Tsunami-kami-sama, and I want her dead and gone, twisted and uprooted
like I uprooted all of her pillaging settlers. You will help me to do
this."
"To destroy Tsunami?" Clay's eyes almost fell out of his head. "Are you
kidding?"
"I have slept far too long to speak false to you." Tokimi shook her
head. "You will not go unrewarded for your help, Dr Clay. Your
assistance will guarantee you my protection, and other benefits as
well. If you choose to be my ally, I will grant you the same gift
Kihaku granted me. That of eternal life - sustained by the power of my
World."
"Eternal life?" Clay bit his lip. "But...Tsunami is...I mean...her
magic defies all...she might just be a legend."
"As I am, perhaps?" Tokimi's voice echoed eerily around the chamber,
and Clay swallowed again.
"That isn't what I meant." He said hastily. "I just...well...noone has
ever seen Tsunami. They've never found her relics, or even proved that
she ever actually existed. And Jurai's magic defies all quantitative
attempts to measure it. Scientists have..."
"Science." Disapproval flickered in Tokimi's blue eyes at this. "How I
dislike this heresy."
"But..." Clay looked confused, and Tokimi tut-tutted, resting her index
finger gently on his brow.
"You must not question. You must simply accept and obey." She
whispered, as Clay felt an electricity run through his senses, making
him feel more alive than he had ever done before. He stared at her, not
comprehending, and she chuckled.
"Yes, my magic is powerful indeed." She agreed. "And I do not harm
those who are loyal to me. I reward them, instead. Being my servant has
great benefits, after all. They much outweigh the consequences, if you
choose to defy me."
"I don't have much choice, you said you would kill me." Clay pointed
out. Tokimi looked amused.
"Yes, you are a man of sense. That helps, too." She agreed. "I...wait a
minute!"
She drew her hand back from his brow, horror and alarm flooding her
expression as she gazed at him anew. Clay frowned.
"What now?" He asked warily. "What did you do - what has happened to
me? Why did you...why did you pull back?"
A mixture of expressions crossed Tokimi's face, and Clay found himself
amazed that one so beautiful could appear so twisted and angry. Then
she seemed to get a grip on herself, drawing a breath into her lungs as
she smiled at him again.
"You are acquainted, I see, with a woman known as Washu Hakubi." She
said softly. Clay looked startled.
"Yes." He agreed slowly. "I was. We worked together. Why?"
"Tell me, Clay-san. Where is Washu Hakubi now?"
"Best guess, drifting somewhere in the extremes of space." A malicious
smile touched Clay's lips, despite himself. "She made some powerful
people very angry, and they exiled her as punishment for crossing them."
"I see." Tokimi was silent for a moment. "And you are happy about this,
Doctor Clay?"
She emphasised the syllables, her exotic accent making his name sound
sinister, and he nodded his head.
"Very. I can't stand the woman and I'm glad to see her gone." He agreed
frankly. "But why are you interested in her, Tokimi-sama?"
"I'm not." Tokimi's eyes narrowed. "I was just curious. That's all.
It's nothing which concerns you."
"You sound like you know her. But how is that possible? You must have
slept here for centuries, and Washu is younger than I am."
"I know a lot of things." Tokimi's lips twitched into a knowing smile.
"Washu Hakubi is a scientist, correct?"
"Yes, but..."
"And she was punished for being so?"
"She was punished for blowing up a planet...one that belonged to a
Princess." At the last minute, Clay stopped himself from revealing the
origins of the planetary owners, mindful of his companion's rampage on
the subject of Jurai. "They didn't take to it very kindly. She was
sealed into a capsule and jettisoned into space. I don't know where she
landed, or if she even has. All I know is that she's gone and she won't
plague anyone for a long time. Perhaps not ever again."
"That is good news." Tokimi looked pleased. "And have you access, then,
to the things she left behind?"
"Why?" Clay was on his guard now, and Tokimi let out another tinkling
peal of laughter.
"I seek only to use what I can in the pursuit of my own ends." She said
playfully. "You will be most useful to me, Clay, I can tell that
already."
"But how can you know about Washu?"
"She was here, once." Tokimi said dismissively. "And I didn't approve
of how she treated this world, when she was here and when she left. She
was in league with the settlers, and I rarely forget a grievance. She
was smart, but nothing more. And if I can use what she knew to destroy
the world she pledged her faith to, then so much to the good."
"So Washu really did have a lab on Kihaku." Clay murmured. Tokimi
nodded.
"And even locked down here, in a deep sleep, you knew she was there?"
"I know everything about Washu Hakubi that the universe has ever wanted
to know." Tokimi said blackly. "And now, with your help, I intend to
know a lot more. She had connections with Jurai when she sold her soul
to them, and something in her work must hold a clue to the true nature
of Tsunami. This is your mission, Clay-san. Discover for me what is
known on Tsunami-kami-sama, and bring it to me."
"Back here? To Kihaku?"
"This is my World. That is where I will always be." Tokimi inclined her
head.
"But how? I can't even get out of here, let alone back to the Academy
to raid Washu's files!"
"Magic can do much more than science. Don't ever forget that." Tokimi
raised her hand, and the door slid slowly back, revealing the
passageway beyond. "Anything is possible, when you are blessed by the
World. Even immortality."
"Then...you're letting me go?"
"I am." Tokimi nodded. "But we are connected, now. You and I. My magic
runs through you and I will know if you betray me. Don't fail me,
Clay...not if you want to live. As a failure you are expendable - but
as a success, I will reward you beyond your wildest dreams."
She pursed her lips.
"The settlers had a legend, that one day Tsunami would walk among men
once more, and her true nature would be revealed to her people." She
whispered. "When she does so, she will be weak - confined in the form
of man. I will find this one - this chosen of Tsunami, and I will rip
her from her body, destroying her soul and trampling the Goddess in the
way she and her people trampled over my planet. Your task will be to
discover all I need to know. However long it takes, and however many
avenues you have to follow, Clay, I want to know when and where
Tsunami's chosen one will emerge. I must know."
Clay took a hesitant step backwards.
"I...I'll try." He said hesitantly. "I don't know - Jurai are strict on
entry and on information and...and things like that, but I'll find
Washu's data and...and I'll see...I'll see what I can find for you."
"Good." Tokimi's eyes twinkled. "Then go. But keep our meeting a
secret, between us. It will do you no good, if you reveal me before I'm
ready to strike."
Instinctively Clay's hand clasped around his duplicator, and Tokimi
looked amused.
"Your pictures are gone. Just imagination, nothing more." She
whispered. "But you will know that I was real, for I have marked you as
my own."
Clay let out a yelp as something burned into his wrist and he rolled
back his heavy sleeves, staring in dismay at the blood red emblem of
the eagle that adorned his skin. For a moment it glowed, then faded,
and he rubbed a tentative finger over it, feeling the warmth beneath
his touch.
"What have you done to me? Branded me?"
"If you like." Tokimi smiled. "Wear it as a badge of honour, Clay-san -
such work you do is work of honour for the World, and you will not be
forsaken. So go, my servant, and do my bidding. I will await your
return."
Clay did not wait to be told twice. Turning on his heel, he fled back
down the corridor, Tokimi's ghostly laughter echoing behind him as he
ran. At long last he emerged once more into the dim, cloudy daylight of
the planet and he paused, struggling to catch his breath as he tried to
rationalise what had just happened.
He glanced at his wrist once more, biting his lip as he felt her magic
still surging through him.
"What have I done?" He whispered. "What has she made me...what have I
become?"