Jurai no Nozomi:
Snippet "Nozomi and Prince Haru"
This scene wasn't likely to actually
go into the story, although it was me scribbling about the
Aiko/Haru/Nozomi connection. And it was a chance to write Prince Grump
again. I may be the only one, but I like Haru, dammit...he's such a
depressing git :D
"Lord Haru?"
Nozomi started, gazing at the sober prince in surprise as she hurriedly
bowed her head, hoping that her awkwardness was not obvious. "I'm
sorry. I didn't know that there was someone here...I actually...I
was..."
"You were lost, perhaps?" Haru eyed her thoughtfully, his eyes skimming
over her and Nozomi was sure she could see disapproval in his reddish
eyes. "How did you get in here, anyhow? I thought you were engaged with
my grandson this morning - or has that plan now changed?"
"Shigure-sama and I don't really seem to have a lot in common." Nozomi
admitted hesitantly. "I think we needed some time apart. I was looking
for a way back to my room, only I came this way and then I...I suppose
I did get lost. The doors all look sort of the same, Haru-dono."
Haru eyed her long and hard for a moment. Then he sighed.
"This is what comes of trying to arrange marriages with Earth-born
princesses." he said frankly, but there was no censure in his tone, and
Nozomi glanced at him in surprise.
"Don't you want me to marry your grandson?" She asked softly. Haru
smiled wryly, shrugging his shoulders.
"It's not my choice to make." He said simply. "Ayeka is Empress and her
decisions out-rank mine. Sasami is the Goddess's voice and her advice
is always considered. My word counts for very little these days. It's
true Earth and Jurai have had a connection for some years now - but
yes, I have reservations."
"So do I." Nozomi said fervently. "Oh, I'm glad I'm not the only one. I
don't understand half of the social rules and graces of this planet,
and I'm not used to always being dressed up or fussed over or any of
those things. Plus, Shigure-sama was rude about my mother - very rude -
so I...I sort of attacked him, and Ayeka-sama didn't like that. I don't
think I've made a good impression and honestly, I just want to go home.
Back to my life and my world. That's all."
"Then perhaps that's the best thing for you to do." Haru said lightly.
"I can't imagine your mother is any more thrilled at the prospect of
you staying here than you are, Nozomi-chan."
"Not really, but Father's basically made her hear the whole thing out
and consider it." Nozomi sighed. "Sasami-sama has a track record for
knowing what she's talking about and he wants to listen, to see if she
does. But this time I think she's wrong, Haru-dono. I don't see how I
could ever fit in here...and Shigure-san would never accept me or even
treat me with respect."
"The marriage of royals isn't always about genuine affection." Haru
acknowledged. "And you wouldn't be the first to feel pushed into an
unwanted match. There have been princes and princesses in the past with
similar complaints to yourself, my dear. Unfortunately royal blood
tends to speak for you, time and time again. And so here we are."
"Do you...like me, Lord Haru?" Nozomi asked hesitantly. Haru spread his
hands.
"I don't know enough of you to answer that question." He admitted.
"Your attire leaves much to be desired and your temper obviously needs
some work, if you go around attacking people just because they say
something you don't like. But you are Lord Tenchi's daughter...and Lord
Tenchi is someone who commands a great deal of my respect. So I'm sure
there is enough in you to be a Princess. It really just depends whether
you can be bothered to find it."
"Being a princess means having no choices, doesn't it?" Nozomi sighed.
Haru nodded.
"Sometimes." He agreed. "Ayeka said the same thing to me, many times
when she was growing up. She knew what she'd be, one day. And she
accepted it. But she didn't always like it."
Nozomi glanced at the wall, eying the portraits that hung before her
with interest.
"Who are they?" She asked softly. "That one...he looks a bit like
Ayeka-sama. They must be family to you - to me too, I suppose. Am I
right?"
"Yes, child. You are." Haru's eyes softened. "That is my brother.
Azusa. One of the best Emperors this world has had in many generations,
until ill-health stole him from us. He was your great, great
grandfather...and the reason why you are so highly thought of in this
equation. You already have Jurai's power burning inside of you, and
Azusa-oniichan had many supporters and friends. He was a popular King
and some of the Council regretted that his line didn't inherit his
throne. I have faith in my daughter, and so did he. But there are
councillors who would have favoured Lord Tenchi's line, and who would
now favour you, if you chose to stand as competition for my grandson."
"I'm not going to do that, Haru-dono. I don't want to be Queen of
Jurai." Nozomi said hurriedly. "And Shigure-san will find his magic,
won't he? They won't need me and he's Ayeka-sama's direct heir. It
doesn't matter who my Dad or Grandpa or Great, Great Grandpa were.
Prince Shigure will still inherit."
"Only if he does raise his magic inside of him." Haru said pensively.
"And not all children who are predicted to have Jurai's power ever
manifest it. It was predicted for me, before I was born. But my mother
died and my sister and I were born far too early. I never found my
magic...and was debarred the succession as a result. I don't mind - I
would never have wanted to have been King. But it's an unhappy
precedent. Ayeka won't have more children. If Shigure can't raise his
power, you are then the only true heir to Jurai's throne. The only one
with a legitimate, good-blooded claim. And so you see why Ayeka is so
keen to have you marry her son. She doesn't want conflict between
people who choose to take sides. She wants Jurai to stay unified and
peaceful. Only I have my doubts whether she's made the right choice."
"You don't like Mother either, do you?" Nozomi asked sadly. Haru
started, then shook his head.
"I've never seen eye to eye with your mother, no." He said quietly.
"She was a pirate and I find it hard to forget all the damage she once
did, even if my brother was so determined to pardon those crimes and
allow her to walk freely on our planet. And she's the daughter of my
nephew, Kagato - the one who so nearly brought all of Jurai to it's
knees, but more importantly, the one who even now I believe murdered my
sister."
"Your sister?" Nozomi looked surprised. "I knew about Kagato. I know he
was a bad man, but that wasn't Mom's fault. It just happened that way.
I didn't know he killed anyone else, though."
"It was never proven. Officially it's considered a suicide, because
they found her in a locked room, with no other way of entry." Haru's
eyes became sad and he touched his companion on the arm, gesturing up
towards a second painting that hung beside Azusa's on the gallery wall.
"I never believed it though. Aiko was...it's hard to describe the sort
of woman she was. We were so different, but as twins, we had a
connection that overcame all of those things. She was...I don't know.
Life, I suppose."
Nozomi gazed up at the picture, seeing the face of her great
grandmother for the very first time. Bright ruby eyes, full of mischief
and vivacity stared cheekily down at her, the smile on her face hinting
that behind the demure nature of her pose lurked someone who liked to
enjoy herself and had no qualms about doing exactly that. Strikingly
pretty, she had long, thick hair that curled neatly over her shoulders
and down her back, clasped by silver at either side of her face. Her
gown was expensive, in bright, vibrant shades, and from the jewellery
that adorned her throat and fingers, Nozomi could tell that she had
taken great care of her appearance. Atop her head she wore a simple
golden coronet, but there was something even in the sumptuous nature of
her appearance and surroundings that suggested Aiko-hime had been more
than just another Princess of Jurai.
She smiled.
"I like her." She said softly. "She looks fun."
"Yes, she was." Haru agreed. "She didn't always follow rules, Nozomi,
but even when she broke them you couldn't stay mad at her. She was the
closest friend and confidant I ever had. I miss her very much - even
now. It's been a long, long time since she died...but I still notice
her absence."
"And you think Kagato-dono killed her?"
"I do." Haru nodded. "Aiko would never have taken her own life. She was
far too fond of living, and besides, she was happy. Full of energy and
hope. There's no way she ever would have done it. No, I'm sure he
killed her. I always have been and I always will be. For that, I will
never be able to forgive him."
"But it isn't my mother's fault, even if he did that." Nozomi gazed up
at the smiling face once more. "She was so pretty. It's funny, but she
reminds me of Mom somehow. They don't look a lot alike, and they don't
even have the same eyes. But it's the expression - the life and
mischief on her face. I think Mom would have liked her too, Lord Haru.
I think they would have found a lot of things in common."
Haru smiled ruefully.
"In truth, I think Aiko would have been very entertained by the idea of
a space pirate for a grand-daughter." He admitted. "She understood
social convention, but she liked to flount it and shock people as much
as she dared. Sometimes she went a shade too far - but she always
managed to recover. She never lost standing at court, no matter what
mischief she got involved in. She flirted and teased and liked to be
the centre of attention, but she was only married once and she was
widowed soon after. It meant she could live a shackle-free life, in
essence. Father never did manage to convince her to make another
political match on his behalf."
"She sure doesn't look like a widow."
"No." Haru shook his head. "That was painted six months after
Hotaru-dono died, fighting for his Emperor in some conflict or another.
She wore that dress as a blatant reminder that her marriage hadn't been
her choice and she was glad to be free of it. Father was
scandalised...during his life-time, this painting never hung here. It
was Azusa who returned her to the Gallery. She refused to be a widow in
mourning. She wasn't that way at all. She was just...Aiko. That's all."
"And Kagato was her son."
"Yes." Nozomi was aware of the pain that flitted across the older man's
face at this admission. "She loved him very much. He was bright and
ambitious...but he went off the rails. Too bright. Too ambitious. Too
aware that his grandfather despised him. And when he discovered that
his birth wasn't all it seemed..."
He shrugged his shoulders.
"I believe that's why he killed Aiko." He added. "To cover up the
secret of his bastard birth."
"Poor Aiko." Nozomi looked pensive. "It's so sad. And sadder still that
you can't accept Mother as your family, even though you're her great
uncle. She was Aiko-hime's grandaughter, after all. From what you said,
I think she's a lot like Lady Aiko. You should put it behind you. It's
not healthy and Kagato is gone now."
Haru stared at her in surprise. Then he laughed.
"And I was thinking you were your mother's daughter." He observed, when
Nozomi asked him what was so funny. "But now you sound exactly like
your Lord Father. You're a strange girl, Nozomi-chan. But perhaps you
have more about you than I realised. It's too late in the day for
Ryoko-san and I to be anything other than uncomfortable acquaintances.
Too much bad blood. But I'll withold judgement on you for the time
being. I think you might surprise me."
"I might?" Nozomi looked startled. Haru nodded.
"Sasami calls you Jurai's hope." He agreed. "She always has, and I know
that she has a lot of faith in you. I trust my daughter more than
anyone, these days, to make calls of that nature where Jurai is
involved. She is Tsunami, after all. I've no doubt she's already seen
in you the things I'm seeing now."
"I don't know what she sees in me." Nozomi admitted. "I just wish she'd
stop seeing it so I could go home to Earth and forget about having to
be nice to Shigure. I mean, well..." She faltered as she remembered to
whom she was speaking, and Haru offered her a droll smile.
"My grandson is very intelligent and brave. He has learnt everything
diligently and properly, as a young prince should." He said quietly.
"But he is too much involved with some of the children of other noble
families and he's picked up some bad habits in his mode of address. His
manners are not always what they should be. Maybe he needs to spend
some more time with you. You might learn about Juraian society, and he
might learn how to speak to you without offending you so badly."
"I doubt it." Nozomi grimaced. "Sasami-hime and you might see me as
potentially equal in terms of the throne, but Shigure sees me as
something way way beneath his notice. My mother is a space pirate,
therefore I'm irrelevant."
"Those are the bad habits I mean." Haru reflected.