Chapter Seven
It was unbelievable.
Shigure let out a cry of anger, kicking hard against the wall of
Tsunami's temple as he let his pent up frustration out on the
reassuring stonework. The carved form of the goddess stared down at
him, as if admonishing him for his behaviour, and his brows knitted
together as he sent her an unrepentant glare.
"Why did nobody tell me that this girl was so important?" He demanded
aloud, but there was noone to answer his question. "How dare she come
to Jurai dressed like Tsunami knows what and expect to be taken
seriously as a claimant to the throne? How dare she think she can steal my
birthright from me just by turning up and charming Aunt Sasami? And how
dare she do that, either? Sasami-sama is my aunt, not hers. How dare
she think she can intervene in my family's business? Everyone knows her
mother is a bastard born space pirate and her grandfather a psychotic
despot. How is it possible that she could even be considered over me by
the Council of Jurai? And more, how could my own mother consider this connection
worth pursuing? Why did she bring that brat to Jurai? What does she
hope to do to me?"
He kicked out at the wall once more, glowering at the Goddess with
venom in his eyes. Although he had kept his composure when out in the
grounds, he had soon found a way to excuse himself, unable to hold his
impassive demeanour for much longer. His aunt had seemed surprised at
the suddenness of his retreat, but she had not come after him, and this
grated with him just as much as the news she had come to impart. As the
only child of his generation, Shigure was not used to sharing his
Aunt's affection, and as he came to review this, he realised that it
hurt just as much as the idea of Nozomi's superior claim.
"Sasami-sama is my aunt." He repeated. "My Aunt, Tsunami! So if you did
send her to do your bidding, and if you are responsible for this girl
coming to Jurai, well, I'm mad at you as well. I don't care if you are
Jurai's Goddess! If you were as all powerful as you claim to be, you'd
be able to show me how to wake my magic and this would never be an
issue!"
His eyes narrowed as he eyed the Goddess suspiciously.
"Or do you like her better, is that it?" He demanded. "Do you prefer
the base-born Earth wench to the true son of the Empress of Jurai?"
"Lord Shigure, whatever is the matter?"
The calm, settled tones of Kamidake did nothing to assuage the Prince's
fit of petulance and he swung around, hate in his eyes as he glared at
the encroaching knight.
"I don't believe I asked you to speak to me, Knight of Jurai." He said
flatly. "You may think you are equal in the presence of my Aunt, and
she may think you are more than just a soldier. But I don't, and my
concerns are no business of yours. Please do not speak to me unless I
speak to you first - or did noone ever teach you the proper manners for
addressing a Prince of this Planet?"
Kamidake eyed him thoughtfully for a moment, and something about the
man's calm appraisal caused Shigure to bristle even further.
"What?" He demanded, his hand hovering over the hilt of his sword as if
to challenge his companion there and then. "Why are you looking at me
like that?"
"Your Highness asked me not to speak unless first spoken to, Lord
Shigure." Kamidake said evenly, bowing his head to acknowledge his
companion's status. "I merely observed that something distresses you.
Is there any way I can be of service?"
"Aside from leaving me alone, no." Shigure said blackly. "Unless you
decide to find your honour and realise that my Aunt is far too fine a
woman for you to associate with so familiarly, I have nothing to say to
you - on any level."
"Then I shan't bother you any further." Kamidake said levelly, bowing
once more. "Please excuse me, my Prince. I have duties to attend to
within the Shrine, on the instruction of the Lady Sasami."
He offered the Prince a slight, knowing smile, and then disappeared
into the stone building, leaving Shigure twice as angry as he had been
but somehow unable to counter the man's calm words with aggression and
hate. In his current riled up state, he was in no mood to consider the
situation reasonably and he pulled his sword hilt from it's scabbard,
glaring at it and then tossing it across the ground.
"A useless toy. That's all that is." He muttered, sinking down onto the
stone wall that marked out the surrounds of Tsunami's shrine. "A toy,
like Lord Tennan and every other nobleman of Jurai possesses. I am not
a nobleman...I am a Prince. So why is it I cannot do the thing I was
born to do? Mother is powerful, that's only too clear now. My Aunt is a
Goddess in the flesh. Why am I so lacking? What is wrong with me, that
I can't find this magic inside of me? If someone would only tell me
how, I'm sure it couldn't be so very hard to wake it. Then noone would
be bringing strange, Earthling brats to this planet in the hope of
usurping my position. It's not my fault if I haven't magically raised
it inside of me yet! Mother was older than me when she first used her
magic. Why should I be punished, just because I don't know how it
works?"
There was no answer, as even the stone Goddess looked on in silence,
and he sighed.
"Well, I'm not going to let that wench think she can sneak in and steal
my position and my family from under my nose." He said frankly.
"Whatever Sasami-sama says, and however much so called magic this
Nozomi girl has, she will never be Queen of Jurai so long as there is
breath in my body. I will not give up so easily - I am a son of Jurai,
not some weak knight of the realm who constantly needs reassurance.
She'll learn the hard way that she can't steal what was never meant to
be hers."
He retrieved his sword, grip tightening around the hilt as it flared
into a hot white blade.
"She'll see." He muttered. "She's no true Princess of Jurai and I'm
going to prove it once and for all!"
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"I really don't know about this."
Nozomi frowned, eying her reflection doubtfully in the mirror pool as
she did so. "Obaa-san, are you sure about all of this...well...fancy
stuff? I don't feel right wearing it - like I might trip over it or
something, any second."
"You're here as a princess of Jurai, koneko-chan." Washu said gently,
amusement in her green eyes at her companion's expression. "And you
have to look the part, even if you don't feel it. Jeans and a cute top
are fine when you're going to the cinema with your friends, or hanging
out at a local sushi bar. But this isn't Earth and things are
different."
It was later that evening and, after having been shown to an expansive,
well-appointed chamber, Nozomi had begun to realise that this was not
any ordinary summer holiday. Sasami's words still burned into her
brain, refusing to sink in properly, but even she could not deny the
luxury of her surroundings, nor the fine nature of the clothes laid out
for her to wear. It had been with some relief that she had relocated
her grandmother - a friendly, familiar face amid the chaos and
uncertainty, and something in the woman's down to earth, matter-of-fact
attitude had helped to calm her jumping heart. However, now the evening
meal was upon her, she felt suddenly shy. On this world, after all, she
was a blood relative of the Empress - and for the first time she was
realising what exactly that meant.
"I wish I was going to the cinema. At least I'd know how to act."
"But new experiences are good for all of us." Washu pointed out,
adjusting her granddaughter's hair slightly and standing back in
satisfaction. "There. You'll knock the court dead now, Nozomi. I've
always said you'd be very pretty, when you grew up - you'll make us
proud this evening."
"I hope so." Nozomi eyed her reflection one more time, biting her
lip as she surveyed what she saw. A young woman stared back, her
clouded amber eyes giving her an uncharacteristic look of gravity and
responsibility. Her thick wavy hair had lost it's usual headband or
ponytail, and instead was drawn back into two loose tails behind her
head, in a style that - so she had been told - was far more fashionable
on Jurai. She was dressed in fine, soft fabrics, the like of which she
had never seen before, and about her shoulders fluttered a delicate
white cape, made of cloth so expensive and fragile she was afraid that
if she touched it too much, it would break.
At length she sighed.
"Do you really think I look all right?"
"Nozomi, you look beautiful." Washu assured her. "As much like a
Princess as Sasami or Ayeka ever did, or ever do."
"Well, at least if I appear at dinner this way, that boy can't be rude
to me about how I'm dressed this time." Nozomi's brows drew together at
the memory. "He had some nerve, Obaa-chan."
"I understand your first meeting with Prince Shigure didn't go exactly
according to plan." Washu chuckled. "Somehow there's an irony in that -
your mother and his certainly didn't see things eye to eye for a long
time after they first met, and it's not a surprise if the next
generation follows suit. But this is his world, after all. Try and be
polite to him,
koneko-chan - even if you do consider him the most odious species of
worm
on the planet."
"But Obaa-san..."
Nozomi hesitated, then shook her head, apprehension in her eyes.
"Lady Sasami said that I was a potential claimant to Jurai's throne.
That they might one day want me as their Queen. Why would she say that?
It's silly - it's crazy. I can't be any kind of Queen and I've only
just got here. I haven't even met Lady Ayeka yet! Why are they so eager
to make me into a Princess? I thought we were just visiting family -
now I find that I'm somewhere in line to inherit?"
"Well, you know that your mother and I would not stand for you being
forced into anything." Washu said soothingly. "And nor would your
father, if it came to it. You know that he made his choice, and we will
all let you make yours, also. Whatever Ayeka or the Council may want or
hope, the bottom line is that it's up to you. We are guests here, and
nobody is going to make you do
anything if you don't want to. You have my word on it - so try not to
worry and think of this as a holiday, not pressure to be something you
might never have to be."
"Then why all the fuss?" Nozomi questioned. "Why am I dressed like a
Princess if I don't really have to be one?"
"Because Jurai is a world which is obsessed with outward image." Washu
said wisely. "And you are representing
Earth here...it's as well not to make them think it's a planet full of
heathens."
"Even if that Prince is rude to me?"
"Yes."
"But it's hard." Nozomi sighed again, glancing at her hands as faint
prickles of golden energy danced across her palms. "He made me mad and
I couldn't help losing my temper. He might be a Prince but I swear his
manners are worse than mine are. And you know that when I lose my
temper, I tend to do
things without thinking about them. It's a bad habit, I know - but he
was so rude about Mother, Obaa-chan. And I don't like it when people
are rude about those I love."
"He was out of line to talk so about Ryoko, I know that." Washu agreed
gravely. "And I'm glad you feel that way, too. But he's probably never
encountered anyone like her before - or like you, for that matter.
Juraian high society can be very pampered and protected. He's grown up
in a very restrictive, cossetted environment and you haven't. That's
the difference between you...there are things he doesn't understand
about you and vice versa."
"Well, he better not say anything else about Okaa-san." Nozomi clenched
her fists tightly. "Because I don't care if he is the First Prince of
Jurai. I'll still blast him across the room."
"And that would ruin your pretty outfit." Washu chided lightly, though
Nozomi could see the humour in her grandmother's eyes at her words.
"And we'll be late if you don't get a move on."
"I know." Nozomi sighed. "I'm glad you came with us to Jurai, Obaa-san.
I really am. I haven't seen Mother or Father since we arrived here and
I don't understand
this world at all. I'm glad you do - and that you're on my
side. I suppose I never realised how important my family were, till
now."
She straightened her clothes, a look of resolution touching her face.
"And I'm ready as I'm going to be, so let's go." She added.
Washu obediently pushed back the door, leading the way down the long,
high-ceilinged hallway towards the main hub of the royal tree and the
ornate banquet hall where the Empress and her consort entertained their
nobles on a nightly basis. The room was already busy as they arrived,
for many dignitaries chose to take their meals in the shadow of their
Queen, and as they reached the entrance, Nozomi suddenly felt shy. She
hesitated and Washu turned, sending her a quizzical look.
"Well?" She asked softly.
"I don't feel right." Nozomi admitted. "Wearing this, looking like this
- it's not me, Obaa-san. If I go in there everyone will laugh at me,
and..."
"Begging your pardon, my lady." A tall, finely dressed gentleman
interrupted them at that moment, sending Washu a rueful smile, and then
bowing his head to the young girl. "You're to follow me - the Lady
Sasami has requested your company for this meal, if you don't mind."
"I..." Nozomi faltered, staring up at the stranger in confusion.
"But...I mean...what about my parents? And how do you know who I am?"
"You're Lady Nozomi." The man said simply. "And Lord Tenchi and Lady
Ryoko are guests of the Empress and Lord Takeru this evening. Lady
Sasami particularly asked for your company, if you have no objections."
"Thank you, Lord Tennan." Washu bowed her head very properly, although
Nozomi could see mischief sparkling in her green eyes and she realised
that the two were previously acquainted. "I'm sure Lady Nozomi would be
happy to oblige the Princess."
"I thought as much, Lady Washu." Seiryo Tennan's eyes twinkled back,
and he turned to Nozomi, holding out a hand.
"If you'll come with me, my Lady." He added quietly.
"I..." Nozomi trailed off, exchanging bewildered glances with her
grandmother, who shrugged her shoulders, indicating that she should do
as she was bidden. Nozomi obeyed, allowing the tall nobleman to lead
her into the great hall. Washu followed behind them, and she was glad
of the friendly support, for as she entered, a hush settled over the
dining room as every pair of eyes turned to hers.
Despite herself, she felt the colour rising in her cheeks.
"Why are they all staring at me?" She whispered, more to herself than
to her companion, but the man smiled at her, spreading his hands.
"You're a Princess of Jurai." He said quietly. "Would you expect them
to ignore you? That wouldn't be very polite, now would it?"
Nozomi gazed around the many unfamiliar faces, at first too bewildered
by the attention to know what to do. Then she caught sight of Shigure
among the rest and defiance replaced her uncertainty. Setting her
teeth, and raising her head proudly, she met his gaze, then turned
away, allowing Seiryo to guide her to her seat. Sasami greeted her with
a warm smile, and as she took her place, the buzz of chatter that had
pervaded the hall at the start resumed itself once more. Nozomi found
that now she was sitting down, she felt a lot less scrutinised,
although from the snippets of conversation she could hear, she knew she
was being discussed. Her parents, she noted, were nowhere in sight, and
nor were the Empress or her consort, and she frowned, pursing her lips.
"Cousin Sasami, where are Mother and Father?" She asked. Sasami smiled.
"With Ayeka and Takeru still." she said ruefully. "I think there's been
some disagreement. Ryoko wasn't all that happy to find out that there
is more than one reason Jurai wanted you to come. They won't be joining
us here this evening. Ayeka
already asked for food to be brought to her private quarters, so
tonight, I get to preside over feeding time at the palace."
Nozomi giggled.
"It reminds me of the hall at school, when everyone's trying to get a
place." She admitted. "When I came in just now, I felt like the new
kid...everyone was staring at me and it was so weird."
"They stare because you're beautiful." Sasami told her gently. "And
they know that you're Lord Tenchi's daughter. He's held in much esteem
on Jurai, you know."
"Yes, I know." Nozomi sighed. "But Mother isn't - or not so much."
"Anyone who disrespects your mother is silly." Sasami said simply.
"She's been as much a heroine to Jurai as your father, and they're both
branches of the Royal Tree. But there's still a lot of negativity
surrounding the legacy of Prince Kagato. That's all. People find his
treachery hard to forget...and Ryoko's never really let many of Jurai's
upper class know her the way that Ayeka and I do."
"You like my mother, don't you?"
"I do." Sasami nodded. "She was as much a sister to me as Ayeka in some
ways, when I was staying on the Earth with your father and his family."
"All those stories sound like so much fun." Nozomi said wistfully. "I
always wanted to come to Jurai, cousin Sasami - but now I'm here I'm
not sure if I want to stay. It's so strange, but I really don't feel
like I fit in here. All the things you said earlier, about the
succession and the throne...it scared me."
"Well, Jurai is a complicated place at the best of times. " Sasami said
gently. "And I didn't mean to scare you, but I thought it best to tell
you at least something about why you were here. Try not to be afraid,
and just give it a little time, Nozomi-chan.
I'd like you to see my planet in all its glory, even if the things I
said to you never do come to pass. It's a good part of
your heritage, after all. Both your mother and your father have Jurai
blood."
"I suppose so." Nozomi glanced down at her outfit. "I feel so formal,
wearing this stuff. Do Princesses of Jurai always have to dress up?"
"It's something you learn to do." Sasami agreed. "You get used to it -
although I will admit when I was on the Earth, it was liberating to
wear whatever I liked when I wanted to. I suppose that's what you're
used to, isn't it?"
"Yes." Nozomi admitted. "And doing what I want to, when I want to -
within reason, but you know. It doesn't matter if I do something wrong
because noone is staring at me, waiting for me to act. I've felt like
the world is full of eyes since I got here, pretty much. They all want
to know who I am."
"Naturally." Sasami grinned, and Nozomi saw a youthful sparkle in her
companion's crimson eyes. "After all, you are a true heir of this
planet. Your bloodline speaks for itself, and you have Jurai's power
already burning inside of you. People are bound to be curious...a
daughter of Jurai they've never met, but often heard mentioned. Nozomi
Masaki Jurai - the prodigal princess."
"I don't feel like a Princess. I'm just Nozomi Masaki." Nozomi frowned.
"That's all."
"You remind me of your father, when you say that."
"Well, he chose to stay on the Earth and it was the right decision for
him." Nozomi shrugged. "It might just be for me, too, you know. As
for cousin Shigure...well, he already hates me and wishes me miles
away. And as for me, I want
to blow his head off...that's not a great start."
Sasami chuckled.
"Probably not." She admitted. "But at least it proves there's high
emotion between you. Stranger friendships have been formed and it would
be a shame if you didn't at least try to find something in common. I
have a feeling you could help each other in many ways, and you are the
only children of your generation."
"Yes, but it's emotion of entirely the wrong kind." Nozomi objected.
"I've never felt more inclined to blow someone up before, and that's
the truth."
She sighed, shrugging her shoulders.
"And besides, how
do you know I have Jurai's power, anyway? I have magic, yes - but it's
Mother's, or Obaa-san's magic. And Obaa-san is Kii - she's not from
Jurai at all."
"You've held Sword Tenchi, haven't you?" Sasami asked gently. Nozomi
frowned, nodding her head.
"Once or twice." She agreed. "But I don't see..."
"What happened when you did, Nozomi-chan?"
"I...I don't know." Nozomi's brows drew together as she remembered. "I
felt...it was like all this energy rushed through me. And then..."
"And then the sword blade flared like a beacon, isn't that how it goes?"
"Yes, I suppose so." Nozomi admitted. "But only for a minute. That's
all."
"If you didn't have Jurai's power, Nozomi, that would never have
happened at all." Sasami smiled. "It's there inside of you, as sure as
it is inside your father and my sister. With time and practice, you
could muster enough of it to be able to wield it in a fight, should you
ever need to. And certainly, enough to wield it as evidence of your
claim to Jurai's throne. You're a legitimate descendant of my Uncle
Azusa. That makes you very high status indeed."
"So that is why Prince
Shigure hates me so much. He thinks I want
to steal
his claim to the throne?" Nozomi looked startled. "He must be crazy!
Far as I'm concerned he can keep it!"
Sasami shrugged, amusement in her eyes.
"You'll have to ask Shigure." She said simply. "For now, since everyone
is here, I must begin the banquet before there is a riot."
She got to her feet, raising her hands and immediately there was
silence as everyone turned to stare at the Empress's right hand woman.
Sasami smiled, a cheeky, mischievous twinkle lighting up her beautiful
crimson eyes.
"Lady Ayeka and Lord Takeru are engaged on other business this
evening." She said softly. "But we are to continue in their absence.
And we welcome Lady Nozomi to our table, also - true heiress of Lord
Tenchi and Lady Ryoko, and a direct lineal descendant of Jurai Emperor
the first."
She paused for a moment, and Nozomi blushed hotly, embarrassed by the
renewed wave of attention that suddenly came her way.
"Tsunami gives her blessing over this meal and over all who share it."
Sasami added softly. She gestured to the serving staff who had been
waiting respectfully in the wings. "My friends, if you don't mind."
Immediately they buzzed into life, and she sat down, casting her
companion a warm smile as she did so.
"They're so fond of ritual." She said airily. "But they like it when I
give them Tsunami's blessing. They think it makes them closer to the
Goddess."
"And does it?"
"Maybe. You'd have to ask her." Sasami laughed.
"I thought you were her."
Nozomi looked confused. Sasami shook her head.
"Not yet." She replied. "When the time is right, yes - but not yet.
Soon, though, I think."
She reached across and touched her companion gently on the cheek.
"But you are only sixteen summers yet, so I know it's too soon." She
murmured, confusing Nozomi completely with the cryptic nature of her
words.
As food was set out on great shining platters, servants hovered,
waiting to be instructed as to what to do and after watching Sasami,
Nozomi shyly managed to ask for what she wanted, eying the unfamiliar
dishes with a mixture of apprehension and curiosity. Tentatively she
tasted a little of the first, and found that the flavour was not
unpleasant, although it was quite different from anything she had ever
had on Earth. Sasami eyed her reactions in amusement, nodding.
"Juraian cuisine has some similarites and some differences to Earth."
She said with a grin. "I took great pride in the fact I learnt to cook
both. But in your honour, this is traditional Juraian fare. After all,
Jurai welcomes home one of their own."
"I see." Nozomi frowned. "Everyone knew I was coming, then?"
"Everyone." Sasami agreed. "I told you. You're far too important to
ignore."
"The man who brought me in said that too." Nozomi remembered. "Obaa-san
called him...Lord Tennan? Was he the man who accompanied you to the
Earth? He never came to the house, so I never saw him."
"Yes." Sasami's eyes twinkled. "Seiryo Tennan and your grandmother are
old acquaintances - perhaps even friends, I'd dare say. Seiryo did a
lot to help Washu's sister, when she was unwell. Now, of course, Tokimi
is a lot stronger - even if she is still childlike on occasion, she has
proven invaluable to my sister and my late Uncle on several occasions
on account of her Kii sight. But back then she was fragile and quite
badly hurt - and Seiryo's family
undertook to take care of her."
"I know a little about Tokimi, although I've never met her." Nozomi
admitted. "I'd like to - it's just never been possible. Is she here
tonight?"
"Yes." Sasami gestured a finely gloved hand towards the other side of
the hall, where Nozomi could just see her grandmother's head bent in
conversation with another. "I expect they have much to catch up on,
your grandmother and Lady Tokimi. But I'm sure you'll be introduced -
no doubt Washu is telling her all about her beautiful grand-daughter."
"Sasami-sama!" Nozomi blushed again, and Sasami chuckled.
"You shouldn't be ashamed. You are
very pretty." She said unrepentantly. Nozomi grimaced.
"Maybe dressed up like this." She said at length. "But it doesn't
matter, because it's not the real Nozomi."
She frowned, pursing her lips. "And Lord Tennan? He sounds like a good
man...is he a friend of yours, also?"
"His sister and I have been very close for many years." Sasami agreed.
"And Seiryo holds the position of Council Treasurer for Ayeka. He also
has the honour of being my own Chief Advisor - in that respect, he is
my highest ranking vassal and operates often on my behalf. If I can't
attend something, he acts as my representative. Sometimes his Imperial
duties conflict with his ones as Tsunami's man - but in general he is
more mine than Ayeka's most of the time. Ayeka has long since accepted
that if there is a dispute between the throne and the cult of Tsunami,
her treasurer will generally act in Tsunami's interests."
"You must trust him a lot."
"Well, I do." Sasami dimpled. "Seiryo Tennan is one of the most
trustworthy men among Jurai's nobility these days. I don't say his
record is perfect or blameless, but I trust him more because he's
encountered troubles in the past and overcome them. Yes, I trust him
very much. Even if he's never been a spiritual man himself...since he
was sworn to
my cause, he has never given me reason to doubt his fidelity.""
"What about his sister? Your friend? Is she here?"
"No." Sasami looked regretful. "Suki-chan acts as ambassador for Jurai
these days and is often away for months at a time. At present she's
based on Seniwa - I miss her a lot, but her duty is to her Empress,
just like mine is, in so many ways. So she's there and I'm here and we
write as much as we can. In her absence I always promise to keep an eye
to her children, so in some ways they've become like my own family.
They used to travel with her, but now they're old enough to be
schooled, she doesn't want them wrenched away from Jurai. No matter how
much she travels, she wants them to be educated here, and I've seen to
it that it's the case."
"That's sad." Nozomi frowned. "Jurai seems to be all about leaving
families and obeying duty."
"Yes, in the upper echelons of Jurai society, this has always been
true." Sasami acknowledged. "Sometimes it's a burden, and other times
it's a blessing. It really depends on the situation - but you learn to
adapt."
"I wonder about that." Nozomi sighed. "Is it really true? Right now I
can't imagine ever
wanting to stay somewhere so far away from all the people I love. Don't
be offended, cousin, but I barely know either you and I've not yet met
Lady Ayeka, so I
find it hard to call you family."
"I'm not offended." Sasami said gently. "But I am glad of your company,
in Suki's absence."
She offered Nozomi a conspiratorial smile.
"So tell me something more about your life on the Earth." She added.
"I've met your friend Hanako, and I know what a keen student you are.
What else should I know about the cousin I've barely had a chance to
meet?"
Nozomi blushed at the mention of her school record, looking sheepish.
"The sooner I'm done with school, the better." She said fervently. "But
there isn't much more to tell. I go there, I hang out with my friends
and I guess that's about it. It's a boring life, I suppose, if you're
used to being surrounded by all this."
"On the contrary, it's a very free life." Sasami shook her head, and
for a moment Nozomi imagined she saw a look of wistfulness in her
companion's eyes. Then it was gone, replaced once more by the cheeky
smile, and Nozomi wondered if she had imagined it. "What about boys?
Surely a girl as pretty as you must have her admirers? After all, your
father was quite the heart throb, once upon a time."
Now it was impossible for Nozomi to go any redder, and Sasami chuckled.
"I see." She said playfully. "That bad, huh?"
"I don't have a boyfriend, Sasami-sama, and I've never really bothered
about that." Nozomi admitted, looking self-conscious. "I suppose that
none of the boys my age are worth it, to be honest. Some of them are
real jerks and I just don't see the point in pretending. Besides, if I
was to fall in love, well, it could get complicated too. I've never
used my magic at school - not where anyone would see me - but if I'm
not concentrating, I can make a mistake or do something silly. It would
be hard to explain and someone might get hurt. It's just too messy...I
want to blend in."
"But surely, when you do meet your future husband, he'll have to know
all there is to know about you?" Sasami questioned. "You couldn't lie
to him, surely?"
"No, but I figure when I find him I'll know and it will be all right to
tell him." Nozomi said seriously. "I'm only sixteen, though. I'm not
looking at getting married or anything just yet. I need to finish
school first and that's one girl's job at any time. Men can wait. I'm
really not that bothered."
Sasami's eyes twinkled, and she nodded her head.
"I suppose that makes sense." She agreed. "I'm sure that when you do
meet him, Nozomi-chan, you'll be as happy as Kamidake and I, or your
mother and father."
"Mother has always said that she loved Father from the moment she met
him. He just took a little more persuading." Nozomi remembered. "But if
I could be as close to someone as they are one day, I'll be happy. I
don't expect it to be perfect...just, you know...right."
She pinkened.
"I must sound stupid."
"No, you sound very wise." Sasami assured her. "And I agree. It should
be right."
A thoughtful look flickered across the Princess's crimson eyes for a
moment, then she smiled.
"Yes." She agreed softly. "It really should."